I LOVE THIS QUOTES SOO MUCH!!

Every girl deserves to be treated like a princess♥
So girls have self value stop being so easy,
if a Guy cheats LEAVE, always be confident.
If you can't be happy by yourself that's a problem you don't NEED a Guy.
If you start needing guys to be happy that's a problem.
It doesn't matter what anybody thinks of you.
What you think of yourself is what really matters.
You are your worst enemy.
Now start L O V I N G yourself♥

I've made mistakes in my life.
I've let people take advantage of me.
and I've accepted way less than I deserve.
But, I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things I can never get back and people who will never be sorry,
I know better next time and I won't settle for anything less than I deserve.

Jealous..

Maybe I'm just jealous.
Jealous of all those characters in books, and movies, and TV shows.
I'm Jealous of how everything always goes wrong for them,
but somehow, they always end up with more than they started with.

By you side

If the world ends today
I just want you to know that
I am glad I got to spend my time with you
and I am beyond happy to call you mine.
You have my heart and my soul in your back pocket,
and they are never leaving you.
I could not ask for anything more in my life than
having you by my side every day.

The past...

It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past.
You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living.
But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life.
Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days,
but as long as you let the past go,
you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you.
Knowing that things were meant to happen.
Knowing that each day you will learn something so that
you keep growing to be a better person.
Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from.
So grab hold of it.

I want MAFIA SHADES!!! hmmph..

Today went to Punggol Waterfront, it was a nice scenery and hot weather which i wear white dress and heels,*suffer my leg* but it was romantic that boyfriend bring me there just that it is damn far from mrt and there's not shuttle bus and etc need to walk 1 big round like a tortoise,HAHA!! Maybe 1 day at night he can bring me there again instead of afternoon :)
Today topic was a long term goal for both of us,which is for him hopefully he passed his license this february and hopefully his NS gets Police coz that was his wishes and for me thought of continue schooling to take diploma and work part-time instead because it's like i'm going to be 21 years old this year and i can't depend on my parents anymore..Hmmph i guess i should start a new life and be independant... And we both did discuss about our future,secret can't reveal here :) hahaha!

OK i gtg now coz tomorow gonna start my attachment again.. And want to say again i do enjoy today boyfriend just that i cant stand the weather :) Love you so much!! :D

YANA ^^

Every moment we spent together.Has touched our lives, our souls foreverThe things that we shared and learned.Is permanent growth that we've earned.The person that I have grown into today.Did not get there by chance, no wayI am who I am partly because of youAnd you are YOU because of me, too.The changes I seeand what I have learned about meare a response to how we affected our livesand what we discover in each others eyes.It is uncertain if we have to part or one day live together Either way, we have touched our lives forever!No matter what the future will show.No matter what we are told.We are connected on such a deep levels.That no one can remove that, not even the devil.Our feelings might be different a year from now.But you are part of me forever somehow.A part of me will always be you and a part of you will always be me. no matter what happens ,that much is certain our souls are one until life closes the curtain.I will love your foreverFor worse or for betterYou are tattooed in my heart And nothing can tear our souls apart.I will never forget youFor my love is honest and true.

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS

I will always love you, Remember that.You can push me away, but I'll always come back. you can deny your desire and say it can't be, but I won't let the walls come between you and me. You're afraid of your dark side, the harm you could cause. I have never feared your hands or their sharp, pointy claws.I love them, I love you, I love all that you are. protest all you like, but you will not get far. You can never change my mind. My heart will stay true. I'll do everything I can to get closer to you. I will wait for you forever, so get used to that fact. I will always love you, "Remember That".

YANA <3

My Lovely cat name MANJA!!

You can see that she sleep and lean on the chair,Damn cute! :D

I just felt lazy to go for my 2nd attachment,oh god!!
hmmph 9 more weeks to complete my attachment and still got presentation need to do...
And not to forget 6 more month i'm turning to 21 years old,hmmph this year birthday gonna be bored not like other people and other couple who celebrates the most happening and romantic birthday,never ever before i have it.. :(
I wish that 1 day i will be a princess :D I will and i should have.. And i want to have a MOST excitement which my heart will pump soo fast..

Ok i got to go now..
Chaow!!


Yana <3

This is japanese food and i bet you know what is it,Sushi!! This sushi i did sell it before and i bring it for picnic which sushi you can bring everywhere you want to eat but need it when it is still cold,YUM YUM!! :D

This is everyone all time favourite,Double Chocolate Brownies!!
I make Brownies because for my Chocolate Ice cream which I forgot to take photo of it but it is extremely delicious!! :D

The picture shown above is Strawberry and Chocolate Pudding..
You will love it so much when you pun inside the fridge until it cold and eat it straight away,Yummy!!

1 week had past for my 2nd attachment is at St Luke Hospital located at Bukit Batok which i stay at Tampines and need to travel so far,and wake up so early. This 2nd attachment is really challenging for me because there's a test for this Agency for emergency. My brain like gonna burst already with theory test,practical test and alhamdulillah for my school project my boyfriend help me out soo much with my powerpoint slides. I got 9 more weeks for my attachment please finish fast because i can't bare to travel so far.. Hmmph talking about attachment i've been thinking about 'what am i going to do after i finish this course,
1st choice- continue schooling and take diploma course .
2nd choice- Work full-time with this type industrial the course that i'm taking
3rd choice-hmmph getting married??? hahahaha just joking :D

I still haven't plan what am i suppose to do next.. hmm

Ok la i gtg now,not to forget i love my boyfriend soo much!! :)

I need to tell you this Muhd alif

I would tell you that there is something I have to do,
or else I will regret for the rest of my life.
I would lean in and kiss you.
Just to see if it means anything.
Then I would run away and see if you ran after me.
If not, then we are not ment for each other.
but if you do, then that will be the happiest day of my life.

Today i need to accompany my aunty to send Alif & Adam to religion school but i was late and i ran the weather in the morning was soo refreshing,after sending the two kids we when to supermarket buy some groceries and go home and rest,they finish their school at 10am so we wait and bring them to buy grandma's and their breakfast.. After reach to aunty home i need to wrap their religion school book after that i went home and have my breakfast and want to do chocolate ice cream with double chocolate brownies. After everything done i overselpt and wake up at 5pm,then i want to make chocolate and strawberry pudding,YUM YUM! hahaha!

Today i baked so much stuff,I LOVE IT!

Ok i going to sign off, goodnight!

I'm Back!!
Okey let's start with my love story Date with my Lovely Boyfriend at East Coast Beach..
After his friday Prayer i meet him at Tampines Interchange small Mac but i'm late because careless don't know where i put my F****** ezlink card, poor boyfriend waiting for me and he felt thirsty he bought himself caramel frape at Tampines Mall.. *ring* *ring* he called me and asked"Where are you?",i said that i going to reach Tampines Interchange, And i asked him "Then where are you?" he said that I'm at Tampines Interchange already. After that we meet up AND i SAW HIM SOOO HENSEM!! OMG! he make me MELT with his cute new hair cut! So we procede to take bus 31 which is soo damn pack, And we get our sits listen to his iphone song.

*20 mins journey*
Reach at the bus stop bridge which we need to walk a short distance to lagoon and the weather was soo damn HOT!! After reach at Lagoon we both was thinking what should we eat?? (Both of us got no single idea) So i just follow my Boyfriend bought MAMA's chop, His(Beef Chop) Her(Chicken chop) and it was damn not worth it cost for $6!! I tempt him to buy BBQ chicken which is damn popular and the 2nd time boyfriend when to the shop need to wait,wait and wait.. So we both when to the BBQ chicken shop again and decide to take away and eat along the beach,he ordered 6 BBQ chicken and i told the aunty make it to 8 BBQ chicken and boyfriend was shock he said" why you buy soo much?? *i keep smiling and look at the chicken*

Walk at the beach and saw BBQ pit empty sit,so we sat there and enjoy out BBQ CHICKEN!!
We ate like no one business because it was so damn nice and tasty and boyfriend eat soo clean left only the bone,HAHA! After i done with my BBQ chicken i wash my hands at the beach and play with the sand for awhile with the nice water pushing at my hands i felt like just swim inside the beach salty water :) and while Boyfriend still enjoying himself with the chicken.. haha! After done we went to the toilet and wash our hands properly so we move on and sit on the rock see the beautiful scenery and feel the nice weather.
After that we go watch SKI and the stunts they make was damn awesome :)
and we went to ECP small shops and see the prize shop,pool & snooker, bowling after that we procede to go to Parkway Parade and play arcade which is our favourite game is tank,we play non stop and never relies the time is almost going to be night,time past so fast and it is not enough spend time with him :(
After that he decide to send me to tampines interchange and inside the we laugh,play games,listen to song from his iphone and it was nice that we get back like we use to, alhamdulilah.

I will always love you how you love me so much,and i going to miss you when we at a far distance but my heart is always there for you & be with you!


YANA ^.^

Just get back home after date with my boyfriend, now i'm heading to mustafa with my family.. When i'm free i going to share what i've done today with my LOVELY BOYFRIEND!

~chaoowz!!!

Tomorrow going out with my lovely Boyfriend!! Gonna spend my time with him because his my only guy that i really LOVE!!

Half way done with my powerpoint slides and after that i help out my youngest brother to paint the toilet which my mum told him to do but i get frustrated doing painting because it stuck on my hair and my hands,shirt,pants was really dirty with the white paint.. OH GOD now my hair is white,so don't need for me to die my hair, HAHA!

Okey now Boyfriend and myself planning to go somewhere to have a date and spend our time because last time we use to go shopping,play bowling,arcade,watch movies,cam whore at the beach and etc" you can see that there are lot of memories we had been through" .
I want to say that i really love and adore him so much !! I just want him to be mine and not for other girls who can just snatch away from me, I promise i will LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER and will take care of you like how i use to visit you when you were sick at the hospital each and everyday i visit you until you discharge,and just say HI from outside and lie to the nurse that i'm your fiance and she let me in,once i'm inside i give you a really BIG hug because i miss you soo much and i can't bare to lose you my lovely BOY!!

I LOVE YOU MUHD ALIF!

This is call love..

When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
When you read over the same line for the tenth time,
When your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
then you are in deep trouble my friend.
You are in what they call.............



"LOVE".

Always forgive but never forget.

You've got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you've got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret..

Yeah!! at last finish my Individual proposal and now i need to finish up my powerpoint slides.

Okey it's time for me to take a nap, ZZzzZZ!!

goodnight my lovely boy!! I will always love you! hugz and kisses!

This is why i always i ask for a break because you change

If you see me walking with someone else,
It's not because i want to..
It's because you weren't brave enough to walk by me.
If you see me smile,
It's not because i forgot you...
It's because i got tired of crying for you.
If you see me living again,
It's not because i've moved on...
It's because i hate the fact you can live without me
So if I fall in love with someone else,
It's not because i want to...
It's because you weren't there to catch me

The only word that i wanted to say to you Muhd Alif

Everytime I say I love you...
I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words.
I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world.
I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and
that I cherish the time we spend together.
I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you
and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.
And each time I whisper "I love you", I'm trying to remind you that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

I just wish that i would have this type of relationship

Treat her like shes more than you want..
More than you could ever dream and more than she thinks she is...
Like she's everything you've ever wanted..
Make sure you speak to her sweeter and love her deeper be true
and be kind she's more than just a girl...
She's and angel without wings, she's the sweetest thing in the world
and is more precious than a thousand roses...
girls never frown because you never know when someone
is falling in love with your smile,
Let her know you care let her know by doing
something special for her call her every night just to make sure everything alright and to remind her you still care..
always wish her the sweetest dreams...
When she cries let your shoulder be the first she rests her head upon,
and cry with her, letting her know shes not alone,
when she laughs let you be the first to hear her,
when shes down help her laugh but most of all guys...
when you tell her you love her let her see the tears in your eyes.

Must let you go

When people ask me why I let you go,
I just smile and give a distant reply,
They dont realise that I still love you,
That I still need to get over you,
That you left your mark right on my heart,
They don't know the pain that I feel, of trying to let you go,
Because I realised a long time ago,
You would never love me, the way I still love you!

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

Known how to make you smile when you are down.
Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
Give you the remote control during the game.
Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
Play with your hair.
His hand would always find your hand.
Be cute when he really wants something.
Offer you plenty of massages.
Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
Never run out of love.
Be funny, but know when to be serious.
Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
Smile a lot.
Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
Appreciate you.
Help others out.
Drive five hours just to see you for one.
Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
Sing, even if he can't.
Have a creative sense of humour.
Stare at you.
Call for no reason

I guess i find a right guy..

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
Who calls you back when you hang up on him,
Who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in track pants,
Who holds your hand in front of his friends,
Who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and
how lucky he is to have YOU...
The one who turns to his friends and says, "That's her"....

I need to complete my Individual project proposal and presentation.. not enough time!!

Trust in a relationship

Trust in a relationship is like a vase, once is broken is never the same you can glue the parts together but you always will see the cracks.